Anne, you certainly have nothing to apologize for. I am shocked you were able to create this piece. I am so very sorry about your Grandma. I know how close you two were, and I am pleased you spent time with her before going to NZ and that you were able to Skype with her.
As for other parts of your week, I can't believe that young children are allowed to jump in NZ or that a parent would arrange such a jump.
Take care of yourself, my friend. Sending you hugs and lots of love.