Congratulations to you and your family and a warm welcoming hug to Sienna - oh, what a great name!
I totally understand your fears and concerns, especially in regards to a grandchild. My are older - 13 and 11, but I worry about them constantly in this current state of affairs. Things are really bad here in the USA - in so many ways - virus, racism, economy, Trump, etc., etc. When will it end? Will I live long enough to be able to enjoy a vacation, NYC, even dinner in a restaurant? When will I see my grandchildren again?
I don't allow myself to think of these things or I'd never get out of bed.
Thinking of you and yours, Deborah.