I am so sorry about your mom's illness, Hapsari, and so sad that you and your family are experiencing the worry and stress that goes with it.

I can't say what the future will bring, so I say to wring every moment of love and joy out of each day.

You have a strong attitude that will carry you far. Hold tight to it.

Blog about the experience and your feelings - it may help.

On a lighter note, that photo is spectacular! Where were you?