I am stunned, Chel, by your honesty and openness. We have much in common. I used to replay all my mistakes and missteps over and over. Truth was that others forgave me, and I couldn't forgive myself. I remind myself that imperfections make us perfectly human, and that's all we are capable of being - human - a flawed human like all the other flawed humans. We need to be gentle with ourselves. Thank you for sharing your human story.