Life is hard, Terijo, and uncertainty is a bitch. I have no nuggets of wisdom or advice or medical miracles to impart. But, I wish you well and will keep you in my thoughts. And, like others here on Medium, I will await your news — good or bad — and we will all celebrate or work to help you take the next step toward healing and wellness. Holding a space of health and well-being with your name on it.