Nachi, I am honored that you mentioned me and honored that you write for Weeds & Wildflowers. In spite of going through a dark and unimaginable time, your words give light to others, showing us how resilient the human spirit can be. Yes, I know you are depressed and overwhelmed with your illness and fear of the future, but you have an amazing ability to pour out your feelings and experiences. Many cannot or would not do that.
I don’t know if you follow him or not but if not, check out Adam, Diabetic Cyborg. I see many similarities between the two of you and your approach toward life, illness, and possible death. You both inspire me.