Sincerely, life is not as urgent as we believe. Be gentle with yourself. Stop comparing. Take walks, read, meditate, enjoy life. You aren’t lost. You are simply worrying too much about your path and about the passage of time. Allow your life to unfold at its own pace.
I was always a writer but lived in a bookkeeper’s body before I found Medium and broke free — well, almost. Working to work less and write more.