You are standing at a crossroad, Swati, as so many are during this pandemic. Which way is the best for all, for you, for the future? These are questions I am reading often on Medium. You definitely are not alone in this quest. I'd say it's nearly an epidemic of its own.
I, who though I would work at least another 5 to 10 years, crecently hose semi-retirement so I can concentrate on creativity. I am scrubbing away the paint of business to brush myself with the glossy glaze of words and images.
I am wishing guidance, encouragement, clarity, and peace.