You were conscious enough to notice the physiques of the paramedics, Louise!
I can only imagine how scared you were. Losing control is one of the worst feelings. People like you and Ben, who've always been in charge, can't imagine being vulnerable and needing help.
I am so grateful that you received the help that you needed and that you are continuing to improve. Thanks for sharing your story with us. It helps to write about it and to educate others about strokes.